Still: Notes on a Mid-Faith Crisis by Lauren Winner

Lauren Winner falls apart. Her mother dies, her unhappy marriage ends, and she is left wondering whether there is a God. Tough stuff for most, but Winner is a professor at Duke Divinity School, and as a result, much more of her life is tied to faith. However, Winner tries to keep her status as a divinity school professor and Christian author out of the picture and focus on her ordinary life as a newly-divorced woman and member of an Episcopal church in this part memoir, part essay called, Still: Notes on a Mid-Faith Crisis. Continue reading

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A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius by Dave Eggers

I listen to audiobooks while doing chores or exercising partly because I feel as though I am in CONDITION RED – “Move, move! Everybody move!” – with regard to my brain shriveling up and dying. Listening to books enables me to get through more literature and books than I would normally be able to read on a physical page because most of my work as a mother (aka – domestic engineer, manager of complicated schedules of three teens and one musical professional, gardener, creator of the feast, housekeeper, travel agent, taxi service, etc.) is tedious and physically laborious, involving much movement of the hands and feet. So I listen to books when my appendages are busy in order to keep my brain occupied in ways that move it toward greater facility, even though it is not my preferred method of “reading” a book. I often find the pacing of audiobooks slow or overly dramatic or the back-and-forth dialogue too confusing to follow, but I put forth an effort and remind myself that the alternative (at the gym) is watching Fox News or ESPN – “yuck!” on both counts – or (in general) not making it through another book I want to read. And every now and then, I come across an audiobook that surprises me and reinforces that a listening experience can be excellent. This is how I felt about author Dave Eggers’ memoir, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius – which I often say backwards as A Staggering Work of Heartbreaking Genius – as read by Dion Graham. Continue reading

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Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close – Jonathan Safran Foer

I noticed one day that my son was reading a novel that our book club was getting ready to read and discuss.  Here’s how our conversation went.  Me: ”Oh, we’re getting ready to read that next month in book club.”  My son: “You have to read this book!”  Me: I have been wanting to, but I may have to wait a little while so I can finish some other stuff first.”  My son: ”Just make sure you read it.”  The book is Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer.  After having finished it, I understand why he was so keen that I read it. It is a powerful story of loss, grief, and finding understanding. Continue reading

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The Hunger Games Triology – Suzanne Collins

The Hunger Games Trilogy by Suzanne Collins is, in all probability, the book series currently taking up the most space on the Internet and most often clogging up library systems since the movie of the first book just hit theaters.  It is a young adult science fiction series featuring – you guessed it – a dystopian future on earth, as do so many works of science fiction. But unlike those that contain aliens or time travel, Collins’ trilogy is firmly set in one unshifting time and place, and extra terrestrials are not involved. The fictional country is Panem (a United States/Canada kind of hybrid), and the time is the distant future after a nasty civil war has torn the country apart and a dictator has stepped in and obliterated one of the thirteen districts of the nation to keep the peace and unify the country. But he rules with a scepter of terror and begins an annual tradition called The Hunger Games that requires each of the twelve remaining districts to send a girl and boy each (called tributes), between the ages of 12 and 18, to fight to the death in an arena controlled by a death-hungry Capitol. The purpose of the games? To terrify and control the districts so that power will continue to reside squarely with President Snow. Continue reading

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Out of Babylon by Walter Brueggemann

One of my goals this past Lenten season was to read something by theologian Walter Brueggemann. Since the idea of exile seemed like something that would go nicely with Lent, I chose Out of Babylon. This book by Brueggemann is a look at the prophets in the Old Testament who warned Israel’s various captors that they would be judged for their all-consuming empires and blind eyes to justice and mercy. Inspired by the song “Time in Babylon“, Brueggemann draws comparisons between the lyrics of the song and between the consumeristic, imperialistic nations of the ancient world, chiefly Babylon and Persia, and the U.S. As the people of God, the Israelites were asked to be a “local tradition” in the midst of “empire”, to care for the weak individuals in their land, to see that justice was done, and to love their God. When they failed to be a local tradition and began to become the corrupt empire on a grand scale was when they were led into captivity. But their capturing empires were eventually judged, too, for their refusal to care for the poor and weak, for emphasizing the accumulation of more and more possessions and money while there were destitute among them, and for ignoring justice for the weak in favor of privilege for the powerful. Continue reading

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My Name is Asher Lev by Chaim Potok

Art meets religion in Chaim Potok’s novel, My Name is Asher Lev. But it is not a pleasant meeting. It is one in which the two strive against each other in the life of a young, Hasidic boy and his family in 1950′s Brooklyn. Asher Lev has virtually no past without drawing or painting, but his father believes that drawing and art are foolishness in the face of the “greater” problems of Jews of the day. Asher’s father travels all over the world doing “the work of the Rebbe” so that Jews can escape captivity in Russia and be settled in nations where they will be able to practice Judaism as they believe it was intended to be. He also sets up yeshivas in which Jews can be schooled and trained to know and be faithful to the Hasidic beliefs. Asher’s mother tries to act as buffer between father and son, but she does not understand her son either. When it becomes clear that Asher can no sooner stop drawing and painting than breathing, he is apprenticed to a famous Jewish artist, through the Rebbe’s assistance. Because Asher’s drive to paint is a force unto itself, conflicts arise inside Asher – who loves his people and his God – within his family, and amidst his community of faith. Continue reading

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Easter Sunday

A Reading – Matthew 28:1-10
1 The day after the Sabbath day was the first day of the week. At dawn on the first day, Mary Magdalene and another woman named Mary went to look at the tomb.
2 At that time there was a strong earthquake. An angel of the Lord came down from heaven, went to the tomb, and rolled the stone away from the entrance. Then he sat on the stone.3 He was shining as bright as lightning, and his clothes were white as snow.4 The soldiers guarding the tomb shook with fear because of the angel, and they became like dead men. Continue reading

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Day 46 of Lent – Truly, He Has Borne our Weaknesses

A Reading – John 19:31-42
31 This day was Preparation Day, and the next day was a special Sabbath day. Since the religious leaders did not want the bodies to stay on the cross on the Sabbath day, they asked Pilate to order that the legs of the men be broken and the bodies be taken away.32 So the soldiers came and broke the legs of the first man on the cross beside Jesus. Then they broke the legs of the man on the other cross beside Jesus.33 But when the soldiers came to Jesus and saw that he was already dead, they did not break his legs.34 But one of the soldiers stuck his spear into Jesus’ side, and at once blood and water came out.35 (The one who saw this happen is the one who told us this, and whatever he says is true. And he knows that he tells the truth, and he tells it so that you might believe.)36 These things happened to make the Scripture come true: “Not one of his bones will be broken.”37 And another Scripture says, “They will look at the one they stabbed.”

38 Later, Joseph from Arimathea asked Pilate if he could take the body of Jesus. (Joseph was a secret follower of Jesus, because he was afraid of some of the leaders.) Pilate gave his permission, so Joseph came and took Jesus’ body away.39 Nicodemus, who earlier had come to Jesus at night, went with Joseph. He brought about seventy-five pounds of myrrh and aloes.40 These two men took Jesus’ body and wrapped it with the spices in pieces of linen cloth, which is how they bury the dead.41 In the place where Jesus was crucified, there was a garden. In the garden was a new tomb that had never been used before.42 The men laid Jesus in that tomb because it was nearby, and they were preparing to start their Sabbath day.

The Refrain for the Morning Lessons – Psalm 31:22
I said in my alarm, “I have been cut off from the sight of your eyes.”
Nevertheless , you heard the sound of my entreaty when I cried out to you.

Concluding Prayer of the Church
O God, at whose passion, according to the prophesy of Simeon, a sword of sorrow pierced the sweet soul of the glorious Virgin and Mother Mary, grant in Your my that we, when remembering her pierced soul, through the merits and prayers of all the Saints faithfully standing by Your Cross, may obtain the blessed result of Your passion. Through our Lord. Amen.

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Today’s song is because it was the women who were left weeping by the tomb.  It is an all female arrangement of Tomas Victoria’s Vere Languores Nostros by the Ensemble Femnin Callirhoe.

VERE LANGUORES NOSTROS Tomas Luis de Victoria, Ensemble Feminin Callirhoé

Vere languores nostros ipse tulit,
et dolores nostros ipse portavit: 
cuius livore sanati sumus. 
Dulce lignum, dulces clavos, 
dulcia ferens pondera,
quae sola fuisti digna 
sustinere Regem caelorum, et Dominum.

Verily he hath borne our weaknesses, and he hath taken charge of our sorrows: we are cleansed by his pallor.
Sweet wood, sweet nails,
bearing that sweet weight,
you alone were worthy to sustain
the King of Heaven, and our Lord.

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Day 45 of Lent – Good Friday (O Sacred Head Now Wounded)

The Refrain for the Morning Lessons
My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
and are so far from my cry and from the words of my distress? Continue reading

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Day 44 of Lent – Maundy Thursday

A Reading – John 13:1-15
 1 It was before Passover, and Jesus knew that the time had come for him to leave this world and to return to the Father. He had always loved his followers in this world, and he loved them to the very end.
    2 Even before the evening meal started, the devil had made Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot, decide to betray Jesus. 3 Jesus knew that he had come from God and would go back to God. He also knew that the Father had given him complete power. 4 So during the meal Jesus got up, removed his outer garment, and wrapped a towel around his waist. 5 He put some water into a large bowl. Then he began washing his disciples’ feet and drying them with the towel he was wearing.

    6 But when he came to Simon Peter, that disciple asked, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?”

    7 Jesus answered, “You don’t really know what I am doing, but later you will understand.”

    8 “You will never wash my feet!” Peter replied.

   ”If I don’t wash you,” Jesus told him, “you don’t really belong to me.”

    9 Peter said, “Lord, don’t wash just my feet. Wash my hands and my head.”

    10 Jesus answered, “People who have bathed and are clean all over need to wash just their feet. And you, my disciples, are clean, except for one of you.” 11 Jesus knew who would betray him. That is why he said, “except for one of you.”

    12 After Jesus had washed his disciples’ feet and had put his outer garment back on, he sat down again. Then he said: Do you understand what I have done? 13 You call me your teacher and Lord, and you should, because that is who I am. 14 And if your Lord and teacher has washed your feet, you should do the same for each other. 15 I have set the example, and you should do for each other exactly what I have done for you.

The Prayer Appointed for the Week
Almighty God, who through your only-begotten Son Jesus
Christ overcame death and opened to us the gate of everlasting life: Grant that I, who celebrate with joy the day of the Lord’s resurrection, may be raised from the death of sin by your life-giving Spirit; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God now and for ever. Amen.

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